Thursday, December 10, 2009

Reposted.

I STILL MISS YOU!

This was written on January 2008:



"I FORGOT TO TELL YOU, I LOST MY KENNETH COLE WATCH!!! WAAAAHHH!! MY BABY!!!
CRY CRY WAIL WAIL SOB SOB WHIMPER WHINE CRY!


my baby. sniff. i can remember the first time i saw it. i ws at serendre with nica and geno, but they both had to go, so i had to go on alone. you know how i am at malls. pretending i have the money, asking as if i have the intention of buying every item that tickles my fancy.

well, i went in the high-end shop, not really expecting to find anything. i just wanted to test my "im-a-rich-rich-girl" powers, AND I SAW IT. GENUINE LEATHER, CROC SKIN, SHINY (but not patent), BLACK, SILVER, UNGIRLY, CLASSIC WATCH! PERFECTION IN A GLASS CASE! it screams "breakfast at tifanny" (audrey hepburn's croc skin pumps), manly watches, and it screams ME! and i had to demand the guy to take it out and i can still remember getting stunned and semi-hyperventilating. my goodness! i even asked if other stores wherever had stock of it.

and it goes with every single thing in my closet!

but, halllooouuu.. i can not afford it. and i thought id live my life without it. and i just wanna cry right now.

(i can soooo feel like crying right now. seriously. i just reaallly want to cry. my heart is hurting like hell! :( im not overreacting. )


when i got it on my 18th birthday, i was at cafe breton (my fave crepe place) which just made the gift hand over so much special, i was extatic. my mom found it, via my description and nagging(and the price).


OH MY GOOODD IM CRYING!!"

Sunday, December 6, 2009

MESSY

I CANT FIND MY CLOTHES BECAUSE MY ROOM'S TOO MESSY.
MY SCHEDULE IS MESSY.
MY HAIR IS MESSY.

MY WHOLE LIFE IS MESSY.


...
Spend life with (people) who makes you happy, not (those) you want to impress"

Saturday, December 5, 2009

I'm happy because

We're gonna have a kitchen soon. Lalalalalala. It's so noisy every morning, but WE'VE NO KITCHEN FOR 2 MONTHS ALREADY!
and because I'm currently dating. And open to possiblites. I doubt the possibilities are maximum, though.