forcefeed

due to very unfortunate and difficult events that have occured not so long ago, i have almost magically lost 6 pounds in 7 days.

and now, im trying to get it all back by forcefeedig myself throughout the day, which therefore, contributes to my urge to vomit every night before i sleep. i cant burp anymore, because the food just comes up if i do.

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atleast my sleep's waayyy better. oops. jinxing it.